No more elephants jumping on the bed

Today 29th April 2010 I am begining my journey. It's going to be a long ride! I weigh 100kg's! Almost double what I should weigh. I woke this morning to the sound of child 2 crying, so I got up at 5am and attended to her needs. I snuck back to my own bed room where child number 1 was sleeping to take my first tablet. I was nervous and excited about what my day was going to be like? Would I be hungry, energetic, depressed or thirsty?? Today I feel normal, I ate less than I normally would and felt content. I felt a little snappy at the kids tonight but I think I have just had one of those days with them. I did eat a Magnam Gold because DH wanted one from the shop!!! Hmmm, must remove all temptation! All in all a good first day, I think. I took some before shots today. OMG how did I get like this? I am staying positive! I am heading in the right direction.